… What is this I’m feeling?
Is it guilt… No, that would feel like I got kicked.
Is it…
I just don’t know? It’s almost like… NO!!!!!!! [ What is this panic I feel? ]

Coodies! Doesn't he know? Doesn't he care?
Now I’m panicky. And it’s weird. Now I’m getting this tingly sensation.. I wonder if it’s a heart attack? Left arm isn’t tingly. Hmm… Can’t be that.
What is it? What is it?
Now I can’t breath, is this right? Hold on a sec, I’m going to check my pulse.
…
Okay, very weird, it’s fast and then slows down when I feel comfort. But fast when it’s all anxiety.
I think I remember this feeling.
Where did I feel this?








