It’s late tonight, and my mind is pondering deep and heavy thoughts.
In our lives, we make mistakes. We battle demons, and we fight darkness that may try to creep in. It is life to pursue happiness. It is our challenge. It is our goal. To find what happiness truly is.
It will never be in things. That would be like looking under sun soaked rock for water. You may think it’s there, but it won’t be. The moment you try to lift it up and look under it, the little water that is there will never sustain you. And will evaporate quickly.
But know that the comforting hand, the peaceful smile, and the sturdy heart are where happiness lies. We can be the source of it for others, as they may need our strength until they can carry themselves. They will look to our light to see the light in themselves.
“I will be that hand, to pick you up. And when you have the strength, we will walk hand-in-hand”
To watch yourself physically break down from information that pulls at your fears, and at your insecurities is tough. You try to stop yourself. You can feel your body shaking, your brain starts to shutdown, and you keep telling yourself you can hold it together, until your body is drained and you crash out of pure exhaustion.
Don’t be afraid, oh my love. I’m on your side, and I still care. Just think of me, and I’ll be there.
But I am afraid.
Fear is natural and easy. Admitting it and working past it, a bit more challenging. Do your thing. I’ll hold the net.
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Ohhh LOTS of hugs Travis!! We all have days like this, though mine lately are usually centered around PMS so that’s not quite the same- but I understand none the less!!
I’m sorry I twitter-ditched you last night. I got caught up playing my silly game and I was right cracked out due to my whoop on the head anyway. Do you use any IM’s?
deep breaths help
My deep breaths came, when sleep came.
Catching up here Travis. I get this, oh boy, do I. Sending you strength and a virtual hug.
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